I was reading, reading after a long time ...
The blog was written by a lady, whom I know not very well.She was just an acquaintance. Heard a lot of stories about her, got curious, and that made me read her blog.
There lay 1000's of words spilled without order in that online reading book, which made me think, What I really am!!
That is one heck of a question to answer for anybody, I know, But when I look back from here,I am nothing but a pile of lies... :(
I had always been happy that nobody knew me perfectly (and I still bet on it). But will there be anyone ever??
Being able to switch between my personalities like a SIM card in a phone, I could go along with anybody who came across...
I was like a chameleon, a salamander, the ugly looking lizard, who could change colours. God did not give me sharp nails. He just gave me a long tongue to catch my prey.
May be, it is really a gift to know how good/bad one is, But do I not wear a mask every time I am in front of others??...
Yes , I do.
Enough of this Acting stuff, Hell with this playing the Good Guy!!!!
Whenever I told a lie to a close friend, whenever I smiled at someone showering curses at him, I was unaware that I was releasing another Cloned "Me" into this world ..
God knows how they float around me unnoticed.Reminds me of those Death Eaters in Harry Potter. Can I do the "Expecto Patronum" ???
May be this, it is .. Now that I have realized it, they may be shooed away to defy their normal orbits. And what will be left with me?? Will the real face stay back after the fakes?
Looking at those splendid different images of mine around me , like in a museum, its hard to find out where I began, Which one of those images defines me close ... One thing's sure. I am proud of them, no more .....
Did I lose My 'Self', somewhere in that flock of masks, forever ??
I am afraid , I did ...... !!!"
The blog was written by a lady, whom I know not very well.She was just an acquaintance. Heard a lot of stories about her, got curious, and that made me read her blog.
There lay 1000's of words spilled without order in that online reading book, which made me think, What I really am!!
That is one heck of a question to answer for anybody, I know, But when I look back from here,I am nothing but a pile of lies... :(
I had always been happy that nobody knew me perfectly (and I still bet on it). But will there be anyone ever??
Being able to switch between my personalities like a SIM card in a phone, I could go along with anybody who came across...
I was like a chameleon, a salamander, the ugly looking lizard, who could change colours. God did not give me sharp nails. He just gave me a long tongue to catch my prey.
May be, it is really a gift to know how good/bad one is, But do I not wear a mask every time I am in front of others??...
Yes , I do.
Enough of this Acting stuff, Hell with this playing the Good Guy!!!!
Whenever I told a lie to a close friend, whenever I smiled at someone showering curses at him, I was unaware that I was releasing another Cloned "Me" into this world ..
God knows how they float around me unnoticed.Reminds me of those Death Eaters in Harry Potter. Can I do the "Expecto Patronum" ???
May be this, it is .. Now that I have realized it, they may be shooed away to defy their normal orbits. And what will be left with me?? Will the real face stay back after the fakes?
Looking at those splendid different images of mine around me , like in a museum, its hard to find out where I began, Which one of those images defines me close ... One thing's sure. I am proud of them, no more .....
Did I lose My 'Self', somewhere in that flock of masks, forever ??
I am afraid , I did ...... !!!"
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